Madman Diary

Someone said: ignorant is happiness
Someone said: happiness is ignorant
Someone said: greater happiness gain from suffering
Someone said: suffering is happiness
Someone said: avoid trouble and be joy and merry… that is happiness
Someone said: ada trouble ada happiness
Someone said: becoming a millionaire = happiness
Someone said: happy family = happiness
Someone said: boyfriend/girlfriend = happiness
Someone said: boyfriends/girlfriends = happiness
Someone said: husband/wife = happiness
Someone said: husbands/wives = happiness
Someone said: husband & wives = happiness
Someone said: husbands & wife = happiness
Someone said: husbands & wives = happiness
Someone said: ……

Whenever we talked about happiness, most of the time we are talking about our life, or our life purposes, or why are we here? or where are we going?

"Live your life to the fullest~!"

I wondered those people who boldly said such bold line:"Live your life to the fullest" really know what it really meant… maybe everyone of them had either copy it from soap opera or from some "ever repeating words of encouragement" motivational books which more than 70% of such publications produced/back up by multilevel marketing organizations.

(Of course, I’m one of those bozo that don’t have much clues what does such line really mean but for sure I have use such line to encourage my friends… strange enough, such words seems to be have some healing power that even though the hearers might not have any clue whatever it mean, it give them hope. Perhaps it is another type of superstitious?)

Lets go back to the origin of life… my "origin" of life la this time… am I using the right English? Or so called the historical events of my views towards life goal:

0-5 years old    : sleep, eat, play, sayang by parents, no school please
6-12 years old  : play and no school
12-18 years     : Who wanna become a millionaire? me!, Michael Jordan wanna-be;
                        "Love, love… where is my love?"
18-current age : "Love, love… where is my love?"

Guess the above time line is easier to summarize the transition of my life goal throughout my age. Currently, it is obvious my purpose on earth is seeking for love. Who don’t anyway? (Of course, rare exception for those sami (monk), or those gurus that had their sense of desire removed somehow.)

"Love, love… where is my love?" May I have all the attention of the earthling please, will the real earth leader/authority please stand up? take me to him/her so that I may have my question answered? Or else I will have your earth destroy~!

"Love, love… where is my love?" Does this alien know what he is seeking? Can love be found when he is willing to destroy for the sake of it? i think the answer is quite obvious.

Take a deep breathe… relax our mind… look at the stars above… they have been silently blinking for the whole universe throughout the ages…

Loosen up the fist… open the heart and mind… the perhaps this alien will discover that strangely enough… he too blinking like the stars… bringing hope, warmth, and love to those around him.

Understanding his life purposes on this earth now… the alien can no longer threatening to destroy life or the earth. Now, under the starry starry night… the alien sleep comfortably as the darkness of the sky cover him like a blanket… sleep with the heart that full of love as the stars above telling/forming many illustrative bed time stories to accompany him to sleep…

Are you restless tonight my friend? Tension? Or maybe even want to destroy the earth? Don’t worry… there is an alien or many aliens that are the stars wannabe… hoping to become the stars of the night…  to accompany you… to live your/my/our life to the fullest…to shine for the universe… to the people around us… throughout the ages…

Earthling… I come with love… lets love one another…

2:19am earth (Blue planet/3rd rock, Malaysia time)
24th March 08 (After Easter)